It is quiet
not peaceful
Just quiet
Morphine sleep
not restful
Induced sleep
Vigil in the darkness
not comforting
Dreading the silent darkness
Feels lonely
not alone
Just lonely
It is almost time
not today
We need more time
We are afraid
not spoken
But we are afraid
“Am I dying?”
not today
He is dying
Must be strong
not forever
For him I will be strong
I will break
not out loud
After, I will break
Superman
will Always be
Superman
♥
Heartbreaking. I am thinking of you Rhonda and your dad. xxxxxxx
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Yes he will♡♡♡ My heart to yours… hugs
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Thank you my sweet friend ♥♥♥
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My heart is cracking and tears welling. Sending love. Xoxo
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Love you BonBon…and we’ve decided we are going to use laugh therapy. It’s what he did best, taught his kids, and brought out in all who knew him. So, I’m shedding tears and laughing with love for this Superman of my heart. xoxo
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Rhonda, so sorry to know about your Dad. That Roy is one of a kind! Love and hugs to all of you. Jo
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He sure as hell is Jo. There no one like him (except David…and maybe Allan a little…oh, and me some) 🙂 Thanks for the love and the hugs. Wish you were closer…xo
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so much love
being sent . xo
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And gratefully accepted it is. Thanks Jules….xoxo
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Sending prayers.
(Beautifully written and expressed)
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Thank you Audra…I’m glad you’re here.
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I am…
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Big hugs xxx
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Thank you my friends. Can I get a good furry snuggle too? I think I need one…xoxo
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Furry snuggles coming over – apply as necessary. xxx
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I’ve been where you sit WW – my heart breaks with you, my tears fall with yours and I send you love and prayers and peace..xoxox,sk
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I know you have Mim, and I know how very much you miss him still. Thank you for being here with love and prayers…and I too, pray for peace. For him first, and my mother…I’ll find mine surrounded by those I love, and in the laughter that is his legacy. This waiting is the hardest thing I’ve ever done…but as long as I’m still waiting, he’s still breathing. He is surrounded by those that love him most, and he hears our storytelling, hears our laughter, and I know he’s laughing inside. I just know it.
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Rhonda,
It feels like yesterday when I was sitting in your place, as my dad, too, was failing and on morphine. It was heart wrenching, and I continue to miss him every day. For me, the blessng was the wonderful gift that I was able to be with him (and my mom). And…what a gift to have a father that you adore and love so deeply. Not everyone is so blessed. My thoughts and prayers are with you.
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Oh Patty, it hurts doesn’t it. I’m sorry you’ve gone through this already. There is no preparing. There is knowing, seeing, doing what is in our control to do, but you can never prepare. We are counting hours now, long, dark, lonely ones…but we are together and that’s what will get us through. Thank you for your comforting words and your prayers.
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It helps knowing you’re there Jules. Need to get back in to him, but wanted to come by and say thank you. Love always….xoxo
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Rhonda, my heart is breaking for you all. I have such wonderful memories. Love all of you so much!!! So glad you can be with him.
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I’m glad we were here too Tam. He passed at 7:45 this morning. Feels like there’s something I should be doing, but I don’t know what really. Doesn’t seem real
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This is such a heartbreaking tribute to your Dad; rest assured you are in my prayers & thoughts, lovely lady. I’ll light a candle for him
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I’m so terribly sorry for your loss. This was beautifully written. May fond memories and peace offer you solace in your time of sorrow.
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Thank you so much. We have so very many fond memories that have already kept us going through these last days…I can only think with each day, there will be more and more.
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Holding your hand and gently holding your heart. My heartfelt sympathy is yours. Big hugs to you as always xoxo
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